Dear Charlotte,
You are now 9 months old. You've lived in the "outside world" longer than inside my tummy.
You (and your brother) are the joys of my life. You both provide me with stability when life goes "wonky".
You've changed so much this month. You've developed mostly in movement this month. You figured crawling out and are now practicing for speed. You pull yourself up (on toys, mommy's legs, the couch, and your crib) and I had to lower your crib to the lowest setting already! You are very agile and confident with moving your body the way you want. You do get stuck under the kitchen table and chairs. You've even started to attempt the stairs -yikes!
We've had to do lots of baby-proofing this month. Moving many of your brother's toys to the study and keeping doors closed. You seem to like the bathroom the best - yuck!
You still have only 2 bottom teeth.
You love eating food and have attempted chicken this month, with some success. Your faves are blueberries, banana, cheerios, raisin bread toast, cheese, yogurt, rice, black beans, and strawberries.
You still breastfeed at least 5 times a day. You take 2 naps a day, but still have 3-nap days.
While you don't have any new "words", you've become even more vocal and much louder. You still don't laugh much, but show your happiness with sequels of delight and many, many smiles.
Your fave toys are Little People animals, duplos, activity table, and you've discovered books, especially the touch and feel ones. We've been reading books a lot lately :)
You enjoy Pentwater with Grandma and Grandpa. You LOVE swinging in the swing and like falling asleep on the boat (HATE the lifejacket, but I don't blame you!).
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
job insecurity
My teaching job for this year has been in question all summer. My class, young 5's, didn't have enough students enrolled at the end of the school year. Only 1 student, in fact. The school board gave it until early July, if enough enrolled they would run the class. But not enough did, still only one, in fact. But the kindergarten was huge, so it will divided into 2 classes. I was invited to apply for the job, but it would also be opened to outside applicants. I am sure you can guess how that felt. (Not good.)
Interviews were finally set for this week Thursday night. I'm anxious about it, to say the least. I'm worried about having to interview again (it's been 5 years since I've interviewed for a job!). I'm worried about not getting the job and the feeling of failure that will go along with that. I'm scared I won't be able to teach this year with all my wonderful co-workers, whom I LOVE! But most of all, I'm worried about me not having an income. To the point that I wake in the middle of the night and worry for hour(s). It's just so stressful.
But Thursday night I should know. And while I am really looking forward to just knowing, I'm terrified of how deeply I will feel as a failure if I don't get the job.
So I guess I'll need a drink Thursday night. A drink to a new job or a drink to feel less like a failure.
I'll let you know how it turns out.
EDIT
Didn't get the job :(
Interviews were finally set for this week Thursday night. I'm anxious about it, to say the least. I'm worried about having to interview again (it's been 5 years since I've interviewed for a job!). I'm worried about not getting the job and the feeling of failure that will go along with that. I'm scared I won't be able to teach this year with all my wonderful co-workers, whom I LOVE! But most of all, I'm worried about me not having an income. To the point that I wake in the middle of the night and worry for hour(s). It's just so stressful.
But Thursday night I should know. And while I am really looking forward to just knowing, I'm terrified of how deeply I will feel as a failure if I don't get the job.
So I guess I'll need a drink Thursday night. A drink to a new job or a drink to feel less like a failure.
I'll let you know how it turns out.
EDIT
Didn't get the job :(
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